The weekend commenced with me heading over to the Monoprix across the street and purchasing a baguette, brie, nutella, salt and vinegar chips, and pickles. Now most people might think this is rather French of me.... it's not. Yes - these 5 basic food groups are rather Clara of me, actually; though I am quite pleased to habitate a country where my bird-like, salt/carb heavy diet is more culturally accepted. They have, bien sur, since been entirely consumed (sans nutella) ... though my homework has not. Yes it's that time of the year, folks, homework lockdown. Besides Katherine's 21st (which shall be celebrated all out next weekend, tiara included) the next few weeks are going to involve me pouring over French literature from the 1500's, wikipediaing conflict in Yugoslavia of the last century, and avoiding said mountain of devoirs by watching The West Wing (comme d'habitude) and trying not to freak out too much.
And I did take a slight break yesterday to go to a satelite Rally to Restore Sanity and/or Fear, hosted by a Scottish Pub filled to the brim by middle-aged, liberal expats.... some to the point of tears with excitement.
Nora and I were indeed the youngest attendees, but were quite happy to get our America-fix accompanied by her lovely New-England-version-of-my-parents parents who are here in Paris for the next two weeks. We were a tad disturbed when one lady informed us that she came to Paris 30 years ago as a junior in college.... and never left.
Maybe it's the mile high pile of homework, or the fact that it's Halloweekend at USC, or that Katherine is in Ecuador until Tuesday..... but I'm starting to realize how much I miss home (wherever that home may be? Washington? California? the jury is out on that one) and how terrifying the idea of staying here 30 years is. These next 7 months will be handled, and enjoyed, but I really am looking forward to getting back to something familiar. Sunshine, English, football games, frat parties, eating straight up lemons with Jordan, Friday morning recaps of Thursday evenings, understanding what exactly is expected of me and what exactly it is I'm supposed to be learning about, clothes fresh from the dryer (instead of this air dried, crunchy business), ice, the ability to wear something colorful and not feel like a clown, instant netflix.... this is only the beginning of the list of things I miss.
And I know that 7 months from now I'll be missing all of the things I have begun to take for granted here (cheese, bread, mes chats, etc) but at this point I'm very much in France and very much removed from what 7 months from now is going to feel like.
Just some thoughts. Happy Halloween!
Clara